There’s something strange that seems to happen when you’ve put your heart into something, a difficult project that you’re hoping will be worth the effort. As it nears completion there’s a feeling of not wanting to finish. It feels like a kind of anxiety, a worry that it might not work. There’s a hidden urge begging you to put it off, to keep it from completion, as if that might protect you from disappointment if it's not what you hoped for. I’ve become aware of this as my keyboard project is getting closer to being done.